You are super brave! I'm in awe at your vulnerable openness. My T likes to talk about our "inner child" and how we have to talk nice to them, instead of mean (like I do to mine), and nurture them, and how it's perfectly normal to feel like a child at times because that part of us is very much still alive within. Our inner child is an integral piece of our soul. I know it feels weird to get emotional in front of T. I haven't truly been there yet with my T, unless you count my anxiety and tantrums, and I've been seeing her off and on for years. I know she's waiting around for me to crack though! 💕