I have never failed to do sthing he requested, even if I did not partic. wish to. He appreciates the willingness.

That said, he almost always is willing to try what I suggest, even if he puts himself in chg. of the timing of when we start it. Very, very open to my ideas. He is a genius.

Our goal is euthymia if we can and stay out of hospital and don't get arrested. Oh, I also promised him I would never try S again, he really liked that a lot.

Also, I tell him everything, including when suicidal. He told me he trusts me.