Feeling worse each day. Been five days with no lamictal at all. IOP never got back to me. I don’t have the number, just the email. I feel physically and mentally ill. Just...I have a thick feeling in my head, and I feel like my brain is full of fog. I keep getting what feels like anxiety but I really don’t know. I have an appt with a cardiologist to rule out any physical issues. I can’t sleep again; I was up until 4am for no reason at all. It’s a mess. I’ve put in a desperate plea to my pcp. I called yesterday, and a nurse called back and said she would ask my doctor to fill it, but I never heard more. I just called now and left another message.

I don’t know what else to do if he won’t give me my meds. I’m sure he will, he’s a nice guy. I’ve been with him awhile. So I hope I will hear back today.