When I am psychotic I feel like I am in some sort of a simulation. I become afraid that I will be pulled out and I'll lose everyone I love and I wonder what's on the other side. All other times I feel like this life is real. Even if there is something else, it doesn't matter. I want to play this game to the fullest. I am blessed and there's so much for me to learn and experience here.

The real mind bender is when I consider the possibility that Quantumly speaking I might be here and there all at the same time. And other places...