I'm always judged because of what I say even when I don't identify with anything - People are like "I don't like x" or "You must be x then"

Stuff like this makes me nihilistic. I literally don't identify with anything. I'm neutral for everything. I don't pick sides.

It just makes me alone in the end, questioning my worth.

People that don't know me are the worst. And when people get to know me, they say "Stop using drugs". I'm not even using drugs. I literally don't know what drugs are.