It’s been a long arduous day. I’m tired of fighting with myself and honestly I’m the only one fighting. I’ve decided to take these meds as prescribed, at least that way if I’m right I can go back and say— this isn’t working. At least I have credit, and not just fear to go on. For all I know it may help, this new cocktail and this still very scary Prazosin. I guess we’ll see.

Pray for me that I don’t have any real adverse reactions. I can almost safely say one of the meds will cause some livable but annoying side effects. At least it did as monotherapy. Don’t knock it until you try it, right?