I understand what you are all saying guys, but if there is a God..... I'm questioning this..... how can i be 'the chosen one' in my family. No-one in my family has a mental illness let alone bipolar. Is this why he has punished me cause of all the upset I caused when I was a teenager btw I wasn't a yob or anything i was an angry teenager but shhhhh don't tell my family lol!