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Another strange habit of mine which has lead me to beleive i may be schizophrenic, I rehearse conversations in my head, almost constantly. It starts with a simple thought of me telling someone something, but it contiues, and i lose track of things and keep talking to this person in my head for a while, maybe 20 minuts or so, they dont say much, usually nothing. Sometimes, when i consider seeking help i imagine telling this to a therapist, and when i reach this part, i tell him how even this now, is just a rehersal, and that even that last line was and so on. So this post has played out in my head for some time now, though never gotten past that last part.
I have that almost everyday... with my best friend who doesnt speak to me anymore..
Do you or anyone else have msn? I really would appreciate speaking to someone who knows what its like.. you could even block me strait afterwards :-/
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