I have been where you are and feel for you. Mine was this past Christmas. T had said where he was going and he was all excited about it and would be laying on a sandy beach...

I was having a rough time emotionally with therapy stuff but I thought it was good in the end to hear that. I mentioned to him that I was mad at him but we didn't explore it.

He does have a life and it gave me some reality. It is painful though.