I have a tendency to become very hyper religious when manic/psychotic and then in a subsequent depression. The worst was when I was casting out demons, putting my hands on strangers heads to pray for them, doing absurd things because the Holy Spirit told me to do them. I wasn’t sleeping of course but I’d get up around 4:30 to read the Bible/journal/sing hymns and I was convinced I was a very spiritual vessel who had to pray exactly what the Holy Spirit told me to pray because I believed all of my prayers were granted. I was even praying “Maranatha” which means “Lord come” passionately believing I was praying to make Jesus return. I also was once so high I believed God was allowing me to experience actual Heaven on earth. When I became depressed, I struggled with a number of spiritual delusions also, most notably that I was in a spiritual battle for my life and that demons were