I feel lousy bored dissatisfied lonely. I tried to socialize with my neighbors but my dog kept trying to eat rocks so we had to come in. Sometimes she's a pain in the ***. I live in fear of another $1700 vet bill like the last time she had a stomach issue.

The good news is that tomorrow is the first day of August and Summer is on the run. Which means September and hypomania are just one month away. I just have to last until then.

I took a shower and went to the mall. I really tried today but i just can't get comfortable.

Gawd, another month of this! Grrrrr...