Had a serious conversation with my husband last night. Made a list today of all the things my meds aren't touching. Boy it made me feel like ****. I have to make a decision on a huge purchase tomorrow or not. My Husband thinks I'm a little psychotic right now. He's mad he didn't take my thoughts seriously when I told him the first time. I think I scared him. Because yeah I didn't do anything this time but what about next time. He's going to pdoc appointment with me. Since me and pdoc didn't get a long last time so he kicked my appointments out to every 3 months. vs. seeing my boys monthly and my T saying I need to be seen monthly. H wants me to see pdoc in person if possible. I don't think that's possible. I kind of feel like my husband's setting me up to hospitalize me.