You seem like such a strong, loving woman. You deserve so much better. I'm so proud of you, not even knowing you, that you were able to complete your schooling with all this going on. You are a very strong woman! Don't let this get you down! You have a big heart and a lot of love and patience to wait that long for someone to work on themselves. You deserve more than the leftover pieces of a man who has already devoted himself to drugs the way he should have devoted himself to you. Love and hugs.