Just found out my therapist, whom I usually see twice per week, won't be back next week either. She's been out, sick with asthma, for July. She has vacation scheduled for a week in mid-August. Bet she won't return until September. I'm just...angry, frustrated, sad. Last time she did this, she was out for 3 months and I ended up IP. I sound awful, I know. Compassionless. She's a wonderful woman with some serious lung problems, and is 69 years old.
I'm tempted to just say fu*k all, cancel all my pre-scheduled appointments and say, See ya in October. I am so fried from the "She'll be back in a few days" every 4th day.
They said I could see another therapist for now, but I'm very close to her and don't plan on seeing anyone else for the foreseeable future, if ever.
I won't be able to drive for at least 2 more months (surgery), damned virus is everywhere...ugh, I'm just so fed up.
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