the more i stay, the more i get attached....
i start to have strong feelings for people here....
REM322 for instance, great guy... wish something more could come out of that.....
DOWNSOLONG.... another great guy, cheers me up most of the time, and so easy to like.
SQRLB8.. i relate so well to sqrl, in so many ways we share such a similar bipolar illness.....
DRUNKSUNFLOWER..... kick *** chick... fun to talk to and i wish could be my real life friend.
you are all great....
but reality and fantasy argue with each other.
and i realize how truly alone i am.'
i cant stay....
if i come back, i dont know if youll all even be here, im just so major depressed it is possible this is just my illness talking.
but lonliness and reality is consuming me.
i am so so very very sad......
and maybe ill just take a break.....
laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz