I have not met him yet. He plans to come here but has not yet. I am not expecting him to come anytime soon because of the pandemic. He sent me a message the other day being supportive of me because I told him I was lonely. He is really busy and not really communicating with me anymore. I send him pictures and messages still but know we are just online friends for now. I don't expect too much from him. He has his family and problems too. I think I will just focus on myself and try to improve my situation by working on myself. Thank you all for your replies!!