Day two of being here and the biggest thing that's changed is my father. He actually said he was sorry, that he knew he wasn't there for us. That it made him sad he didn't take photos of as kids. He asked if I would go for a walk with him this morning and we walked up to Hyde park and it was nice but I did feel uncomfortable. He also used to snap at me when I wouldn't cross the road when it was red, nope just stayed and waited. More stuff about how it was his birthday but no one had sent him a message on facebook.