I live in Japan 20 years two daughters I have not seen them after divorce about six years... and I see all as enemies I cannot trust anyone my thoughts take over and I see all outside and I am just waiting for society here to look down on me and and treat me like **** every day, hour, minute that points out to me that I am a worthless human being.

I feel alone and scared all the time, I don’t want to die yet. Someone please help me I cry and cry please help me