Yeah it makes me gag.... it's also in my head seen as a punishment and everytime I see my meds i get angry really angry. The joke is I was able to take Anti-depressants in 2009-2010 but when I changed to mood stabiliser I was compliant for a bit then I go skoo-wiff (unsure if this is a Scottish word or universal) it means I go crazy. I become delusional due to them being tampered with. I think they are poisoned at the moment.

- Poisioned
- Evil
- God is punishing me
- Gagging

Thats whats in my head re meds

Meds are staring me in the face post it notes staring me in the face apps going off on my phone alarns going off on my phone calendar ringing to take them. What else can I do?