And t, i really wish i could let myself come in there and do some sand trays. i also think non-verbal workings out would be good right now. but i can't and i wish you could understand that. if there's even a remote chance i'd be putting you at risk for getting sick again... just, no. i can't. i can't.

maybe after work today i'll get my paints out and do some painting. there were some square wooden boards in the packaging of the treadmill i kept them and am going to sand them and use them to paint on. if i come up with anything i like enough i'll hang them on the wall behind the couch where i sit for our video sessions so you can see them.