Welcome to Psych Central, CinereousNadir. You wrote you know you won't fit in. My concerns are different from yours. But they're not ones that many PC members can relate to. So I often feel I don't really fit in either. But the fact is anyone can fit in here if they want to.

To a large extent, it's up to you. Things tend to move quickly here on PC. Sometimes it can take a bit of time to become known. But the more you post your own threads, and especially the more you reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become.

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.