Sorry for the TMI. I haven’t been feeling good tonight. My hemmoroids have been bothering me these last 2 days. I tried the baths my doctors have recommended and it isn’t working. I went to the bathroom and it’s very unusual. I’m scared about going to doctors and catching COVID and I’m also worried about surgery and other painful procedures. So I’ve just been keeping it to myself. But I haven’t been too hungry these last couple days. And this happened 2 weeks ago and it ended up being an ER medical emergency 2 days later. But I really really don’t want to go to the doctors.