So im looking forward in life since everything is starting to go in a favourable way for me but..recently(today) i thought about an old friend of mine ,which i haven't met yet but i remember we used to be very friendly to each other and i've been thinking of texting her but..it was me who said we should stop talking ,but i haven't told her that i just needed to go find myself ,and im pretty embarrased about it ,since before that we had a fight ,and after some time she apologized ,and i said that it was my fault too..And now i just felt like i should text her but i dont know..i think i should let it be something of the past and at the same time im thinking ,maybe i should see how she's doing ,even though its none of my business ,yet i care about her since we used to be friends ,im really conflicted about this.

I think it's worth to mention im a loner and i don't get friendly with just about anyone ,because im a sensitive nature and i know how much i can care about somebody.