I don't know if it's something I do or don't do, but I get talked over a LOT (in many situations). I just recently realized that it is the only thing that bothers me about a coworker (otherwise like them a lot). It happened a bunch today, and I realize it makes me very sad, because I've given up and just stop talking when it happens. And no one even notices.

. I feel like I don't matter at all.
This seems minor in the scheme of things, but dang, it just feels rotten.
Maybe it's just bothering me more because my mental health has really been taking a hit with this stupid pandemic. It is REALLY getting to me. Not fear. Bleakness and loneliness. And I'm out there working! It's not like I'm not amongst people. I'm having a good ol' cry writing this. Why is it getting to me so much??!!
Edited to add: OMG, whatever. I SO hear you!! Many, many hugs...