I feel so bad what You're going through and how Your feeling ....I understand a little mostly each day that goes by with all going on in the world I get more and more terrified going out ....
I had to walk to mailbox this morning I left real early before alit people were out and walked fast ...mailbox is about 15 minute walk ...I made it there and back in 20 minutes and was relieved when I was home
I live alone ....
But what is helping me so much is PC ....I know I'm not alone as far as feeling this way ...tho everyone goes through different experiences...
I had been doing great for several years til this pandemic and I lost 2 friends ...one to pandemic...
I don't mean to sound so depressing ....I just wanted to write after reading Your post to let You know You're not alone ...
Again I'll say PC is helping me get through this ...it's important to share how we feel ...
I'm glad You're here with us ...if You need to write feel free too ok ....
Just know people care about how You feel ...especially here ...and Youre not alone .....
Stay safe ok ...