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Originally Posted by Innerzone
I don't know if it's something I do or don't do, but I get talked over a LOT (in many situations). I just recently realized that it is the only thing that bothers me about a coworker (otherwise like them a lot). It happened a bunch today, and I realize it makes me very sad, because I've given up and just stop talking when it happens. And no one even notices.  . I feel like I don't matter at all.
This seems minor in the scheme of things, but dang, it just feels rotten.
Maybe it's just bothering me more because my mental health has really been taking a hit with this stupid pandemic. It is REALLY getting to me. Not fear. Bleakness and loneliness. And I'm out there working! It's not like I'm not amongst people. I'm having a good ol' cry writing this. Why is it getting to me so much??!!
Edited to add: OMG, whatever. I SO hear you!! Many, many hugs... |
Being talked over is a huge problem for me, I get mad but then turn it on to myself and slink to the mental pavement and start dripping off the edge into the gutter mentally ... I wish I had amazing magical words but I dont.. It just sucks
I have been so wrapped up in Steves health problems since Covid arrived that I havent had time to realize just how isolated I am, I mean I run out for groceries or meds but when did I last go do anything I want too ??? 2019 sometimes I think.
I am also over the covid , But geeeez massive house party in Nashville over the weekend hundreds and hundreds of people.. A commerical boat party was also fined , Hundreds of people.. No wonder its rampant ! ARGH ! I want 2019 back at this point or give me 2021 . maybe the Mayans got it wrong and it was 2021 not 2012???? Dyslexia probably was a thing back then
So is this where I say hang in there and things will improve ? Ugh friend .. I hope things get better, somehow better for us both ASAP .. Time for a break and good stuff
Hollar if you want to have a rantfest