Both of our husband's likely follow our posts on here. The only thing in am unsure of is what percentage of mine my husband monitors. I am sure that my H's POV is that he nearly lost me to a SUI attempt in 2015 and he still sometimes expresses concern about my emotional state/worries about my sanity.

In case your H sees this post, I want to say the following for his education. We have been encouraging each other on PC since 2016. Though there have been a few occasions when I supported you leaving you H because you said you were sure, I would roughly estimate that over 95 percent of the time I encouraged you to remain true to your vows. I think he loves you but has trouble connecting with you sometimes. When he blames your feelings about wanting to leave him on this website, he is actually afraid or unable to be vulnerable. It would be better for him just to say he is sorry that he makes you feel that way instead of blaming it on PC.

I do think that the void's in our life can only be filled so much by others. I do think you are on the right track asking for divine intervention. I do know that when I came to PC I was extremely depressed and you lifted me up. I wish I could do the same for you. You have encouraged many, many people. You are a fantastic person!!! I am so glad that you still participate at PC!