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Originally Posted by Amethyst_Stargazer
I used to think everyone has to cry for a reason, but I noticed because I am diagnosed with bipolar, that I cry for no reason at all. The thing I picked up on is that I even noticed when my moods are changing into sadness. It's something that happens little by little and than the depression mood will hit where I begin looking at the world differently. Good thing I'm on medication now and my moods are doing a lot better than before, but I noticed where I will cry for no reason at all. Anyone relate?
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Yes, I do, though I'm not sure if it's for no reason or just due to a reason I don't know. Even when I think I know the reason, I can't tell whether that reason is "real" or just "created" by the depression, if you know what I mean. The depression changes my whole outlook on the world until I really don't know what's what anymore in my life.
When I get depressed, usually the first while I can't cry, but sometimes it later changes into a different sort of depression where I feel like crying all the time. It's been happening lately, but this time I don't know if it's purely because of the depression or because of the impact of not getting the treatment I needed due to covid when I was really doing badly. I found that a pretty traumatic experience and it's still affecting me a lot.