I have had periods like this in the distant past. For the past 10 yrs or so, I pretty much cannot cry. I did cry when my IP doc told me she wld not discharge for at least a yr. It takes sthing on that level for me.

I did cry last week when I had this epiphany about all my brain issues perhaps being connected. I was mostly proud that I had not given up, despite 5 decades of misery. I think I was crying because I was proud for trying so hard for so long.

Hugs.