Oy. Thanks for being supportive. Yeah, I really do appreciate it. Yeah the reason I fired my T is because I literally cannot afford it anymore and she doesn't offer sliding scale or anything or accept insurance.

The pdoc fired me because I was wishy-washy about stuff. Figures. I know I'll find a new one but it's a pain.

And I do have some supports though my main supports such as my family right now are angry with me and don't understand what I'm going through. I'm gonna go to some support groups and I'm trying to find new people.