Dear T,

Things are not going well. I hate studying and apparently I'm not good at it anymore. (Not sure when that happened--as recently as January I was a real champ.) I don't think this thing with J is going to work out now that he lives in another town. And my stomach hurts.

I haven't told you that I went off my MAOI for a few weeks (I went back on it a few days ago), that all of a sudden I noticed that I can drink 32 oz of beer in an evening and not really feel anything (before COVID I used to get drunk off of half a beer), and that I'm still picking at my skin literally every day.

Maybe I should just tell you. But you would be so mad.

-c