But I’ve needed to masturbate sometimes twice a night. And I’ve been using this thing called a pocket rocket. Which is a super small batter powered vibrator. But I’ve done it so much that I’m starting to hurt myself. I got a cyst a couple weeks ago. I didn’t think it was related but now I think I’m getting more cysts. And I have hemmoroids too. And I am in so much pain right now. How bad is this? How do get the nerve talk to a doctor about this? I see a doctor on Friday for a follow up for the cyst 2 weeks ago. Right now I’m in a good amount of pain but I’m too embarrassed to go tell my mom or anything. The cyst 2 weeks ago ended up abscessing before I could make it to the doctors and I ended up in the ER.