Psychosis;

Paranoia about everything from people staring at me to my skin crawling to police bugged me

Delusions some are the same as above but then there is God and stuff like that

Hallucinations talking to peopke I see can be problematic and upsetting for me

I also find cause i can't "catch" the symptoms I get stressed out like pressured speech I don't even know I'm doing it I speak fast on a normal day its the joys of being from my city. Being loud is another one that stresses me out as again I don't know I'm doing it.

Apparently i can get quite obnoxious when high so that's one i try to curve as well no-ibe likes a biatch do they.

Also the need to apologise to EVERYONE for being "ill" its a compulsion. If I'm "ill" and come out of it I go around apoligising to people incase I hurt or offended them

All of the above are difficult for me to handle... there are probably more I can't think right now i might come back to this question at a later date lol!