Basically, i feel as though I’m being mentally and emotionally abused in the workplace. A hostile environment that isn’t good for anyone. Constantly being taken advantage of by management. They play favorites, staff lies, I’ve never seen such a toxic environment...
Ive officially come to the fork in the road and while it is common sense to simply just leave, i feel my ptsd, anxiety, depression hold me back from doing well in another job.. I’m scared to just cut ties as ive been hoping to keep this job and a new one until im able to feel out a new job and find where i fit. Basically i feel like im being forced to make a hasty decision on something I had planned on taking at my own pace. I need to leave this place. I want to go after them legally....but i dont want to be jobless... i feel like such a failure, lost... but im also angry and frustrated.. i want to cry and punch walls.. i want to scream and sleep all day... this is so stressful :’(