I am going to post about this in the anxiety forum, but I feel the reason for the outbreak of kovid19 has something to do with me.

i don't know why. when it first came to the UK, I was convinced I was going to be one of the first people to get it and spread it about.

I don't have it yet, but can't shake the feeling that the reason it's here, and it's a thing, is to do with me. horrible feeling

but kovid aside, yes... when something happens, or is about to happen, you can garanteen that I'm thinking the reason this is a thing, the reason this is happening is down to me.

I wanted to share the kovid example: it's been on my mind for a few days, and i've just not posted about it anywhere.