I keep thinking about you suggesting that I come in person and do some sand trays. I want to of course, I do, but I just can't help remembering how I felt after coming there in June when you sent that email saying it was too risky and you were going back to telesessions, how I felt so guilty because I had come in, I was so afraid that I had put you at risk somehow by doing so. I'm not sick now and I wasn't sick then but as I told you last week there's just so much we still don't know about this stupid virus. I know you feel invincible now because you got over it and you have what you call the cure, and I appreciate the information that you gave me, but still, I do not want you to get sick again. It is not worth the risk and I can't do it.