I guess you just have to find your hobby/ interest, and work from their. is their anything that you currently enjoy doing?

sorry I can't be more of a help. I live my life alone because I don't want a relationship, and I don't like people- and I'm happy with that (well, I'm not, I mean in life I am quite disatisfied), but in terms of my own company, I wouldn't want anyone else's. only if I really had to.