I had a younger brother who in my mom's eyes could do no wrong. She made it abundantly clear that he was her favorite. I was made to tow the mark......to act proper and when I got upset, I had to suck it up and deal...brother dearest could break any rule, could do whatever he wanted and well "boys will be boys" *sigh*
Yes, I love my brother.....but I don't like him very much. He's selfish and lacks the ability to have a relationship with me. We see each other like once a year, if that. And that works just fine for me!
((((((((((((((((( Kaika )))))))))))))))))) I think I know how you may be feeling. Just know that someday, you will be free to live your life with or without him in it....your choice

sabby