My mom showed me some Facebook pictures of my cousin’s son who got married and of the party. It was good to see my cousins. She also showed me pics of my sister out having a good time. My point is they all have jobs and social lives and are out there living life like I want to. My journey is vastly different due to this illness and sometimes that really stings. I’m staying away from Facebook for awhile. I’m bummed out over it. I’m wasting my time.