It was unnerving. I'm usually able to laugh stuff off but she wouldn't let me. I teared up afterwards and I have no idea why. I'm becoming quiet again and confused what to believe. Honestly it shouldn't matter if I'm real it's not like I'm not doing anything different from the outside. Well I am but I shouldn't be. I'm isolating, confused, yesterday my head was loud but today it's quiet. I kinda hope my dr wants to see me early but that's also really scary to me.