Try not to think about what you don’t have and focus on the things you do have. I used to compare myself to others who have accomplished so much at my age but it isn’t good for my mental state. I admit, I still have moments I compare myself to others but I try to just focus on my self and try to better myself. I’m at a point in my life where I have been stable for several months and it’s amazing because I’m doing this during a pandemic and being unemployed. I’m not trying to take advantage of this time by trying to be productive. I’m also taking a few classes to work my way to a career and not just a job. Hang in there, things will get better. I know it seems impossible because I used to feel the same way.
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“Sometimes I fall without making a sound”
“ Look at me I'm a tangled puppet
I might be a mess but I sure can survive
Find myself awake counting sad days”
“ No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it?”
Bipolar 1
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
ADD
Adderall XR 20mg
Lamictal 25mg
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