I love the best friend I ever had to suicide. I think I cried more about him then anyone else I have lost. I felt so bad that he was in so much pain he felt that was the only way out! I feel bad I could not bring him out of the dark cloud. It was very painful for me and still is. I am sorry you are hurting over the loss. I do not think it is the right thing to do because it hurts so many left behind. But I can not judge the person that takes their own life! We all do what we feel we need to do good or bad right or wrong. It is sad that your family is going through pain with other losses and now this. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.