Hi couch, I haven't been on here in a few days. I just finished another class last night so now I have a 2 week break.

Talked to our cps caseworker this afternoon. There was another report made to them but it was screened out so nothing is going to happen with it. He told me that they could close out the case since my 11 is doing better mentally, but they're keeping it open to help support me. He found a shelter that I could possibly go into Monday evening. I would have to call Monday and do a placement screening. I don't know what to do. I don't think those places allow you to bring your own phone or computer and i don't know how it would affect my therapy. Caseworker said it's not a perfect solution but wants me to really consider it and said my kids will be okay, and he'll check on them as much as I want. I know he's really trying to be supportive and helpful. But I'm struggling with this choice so badly today, and just breaking down crying the whole day. I feel so alone in all of this.