About the thought disorder thing. It doesn't have to happen all the time because I get it only occasionally. 95% of the time I am perfectly coherent in my writing and speech. Also in paranoid schizophrenia you don't necessarily have to have a thought disorder. That is more common in disorganized schizophrenia. Sometimes I speak like this: "You know who what the thing think wow cow now blah stuff." Random stuff comes to my head and that is what I say. In paranoid schizophrenia you have delusions and hallucinations. The psychiatrist says that I have either schizoaffective disorder or undifferentiated schizophrenia due to my occasional disorganized symptoms. Then to make things worse I have this "mode" that I think I am a bird and can fly and during this time I "lose" my ability to speak properly. Total gibberish comes out of my mouth. I had a terrible experience with a psychiatrist. It was when I was in the hospital. He pretended to believe me when I was there and said that I had "psychosis" but when I got the report back it told a different story. He basically accused me of faking or reading stuff on the Internet and "getting" the disorder. How stupid is this incompetent doctor? I had this stuff well before I started reading it on the Internet. At least the psychiatrist I go to now believes me. Have any of you had a bad experience with a psychiatrist or psychologist?