Congrats on the weight loss !! I think that’s absolutely incredible. I’ve lost 1.5lbs unintentionally —- cutting out regular soda really has made a difference for me . Making lifestyle changes in order to keep the weight off is no waste task — I commend you for losing !

I’m so upset about work I refuse to think about it. Is that strange? These are my days off, dammit. I’m going to enjoy them and nothings going to stop that. I mean, I’ve been through worse. I did live in my car after all. It’s just all of this preys on my insecurities. I had to work twice as hard to be ““normal” . I’m not sure that I truly have what it takes to be a teacher, but it’s even worse that I can’t do a simple job like Amazon. Maybe I just can’t work. It’s not from a lack of trying or being lazy. I know that I’m sick, and that is worth something somewhere, but I just hate that I can’t do anything without myillness following me . But all in all I’m ready to give up. I’m just too damn tired to continue.