Spent most of the nt in a rage st my abusers from long ago. Am a completely nonviolent person, but freely admit I want to hurt them. Do not know how to do that and morally opposed to it, but def dreaming of it. No idea I cld be so full of rage.

Also struggling w anger at someone I have to encounter every day. Basically, lotta anger. Selfish people suck.

Made myself run. Feel better. Maybe Albert will comfort me.