I understand the desire to live without meds. If it's going to work, I think the rest of your life will have to be very stable. And if you do try it, please do it under supervision of a Pdoc so that you can start on meds again if things go wrong. My personal experience is that, at least for the past five years or so, I can't get remotely stable without meds. But I still hope I'll go into remission at some point and can try going without meds then.