I have not slept in 24+ hours. I am not manic. I am just devastated. I’m beginning to believe the insomnia from the last month has been related to everything I’ve just concluded.
I have been listening to tv shows with my eyes closed just so I can at least relax my eyes. Haven’t fallen asleep yet. Will definitely be taking a sedative tonight, be it ambien or seroquel, whatever I can get my hands on first. I need to not be awake and thinking for a few hours.
Calling pharmacy now. ****ers. Better have my god damn meds.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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