Recluse, I don't spend enough time in the forums, or in chat for that matter, to be offended. I does seem to me that you have a great number of supports who have spoken up on your behalf and none to formally accept your apology. I believe we have spoken once maybe twice in chat and it was a good discussion. Although it is very darn near impossible to offend me. But I will say thank you for your heart felt humility and apology. I have read in the Bible that pride comes before the fall. I have learned that in that falling there is humiliation. But when we take that first step and humble ourselves, we avoid the shame. Continue to be you and know that you are not alone in this walk of life. Be good enough for you, because you are already good enough for the rest of us. Stay golden.....