> I think I am a bird and can fly and during this time I "lose" my ability to speak properly.

Do you also lose your ability to think properly?

> Have any of you had a bad experience with a psychiatrist or psychologist?

Are you kidding? Lots.

To add something: I think that some professionals might be surprised at how variable the apparent incoherence of "schizophrenics" can be too. I think under the right circumstances (being listened to with respect and intelligent comprehension, which reduces anxiety) their apparent confusion might be seen to decrease quite a lot.